Going Insane

I thank God I got this music

My mind, I feel like I'm losin'

Nah, this feeling ain't new, it's

A feeling that's always been brewin'

Let it out through the pen with I'm writin'

Only I see the demons I'm fightin'

Gotta look deep in my eyes and

You'll see the wrath of a titan

I've been keepin' my head down

Waitin' patient and workin', ain't nothin' for certain

Holdin' my chin up, but really been hurtin', I feel like the pain has been lurkin'

Mind spinnin' like it's Soonic, but through all the madness, I'm keeping up on it

A dream is a-callin', but it's hard to answer that shit when it feels like I'm fallin'

I'm goin' crazy, mind feelin' hazy, somethin' is off with my noggin

Go ahead and count me out, but there's no hands that be sinkin' this Spalding

No matter what, I ain't gon' quit, I done already went all in

I know my mission gon' make a change before I lay in my coffin

I'm goin' insane

What's wrong with my brain?

I might need some help, weigh to my strain

I'm goin' insane

What's wrong with my brain?

I can't wait for the day everything change

I'm goin' insane

I'm goin' insane

I'm goin' insane inside my brain

I'm goin' insane

I'm goin' insane

I'm goin' insane inside my brain

I really think I might lose it

'Cuz life is confusin'

Pain inside just keep loomin'

Fans say that I'm the coolest

Man, are y'all so clueless

What if I start usin'?

I would never do that, but sometimes, the shit do sound soothin'

Everybody say that I start improvin'

Well shit, show me where the proof is

'Cuz it's hard for me to believe anybody who's never took a single step in my shoes

It ain't they fault, but I don't even know if I can trust the **** in my crew

I feel like people just wanna take my loot

Think I deserve more, I paid my dues

How come everything in this life so cruel?

Maybe I should put a gun in my head and shoot

My kids'll be the only ones that I'll be missed by

And my bitch the only one that will ever stick by

I'm in need of a doctor who can fix mine

So my patience is running thinner than a fishline

Everything would be better if I was a rich guy

More money, more problems, that's a big lie

I'd rather have them problems than to be livin' in a pigsty

I'm goin' insane

What's wrong with my brain?

I might need some help, weigh to my strain

I'm goin' insane

What's wrong with my brain?

I can't wait for the day everything change

I'm goin' insane

I'm goin' insane

I'm goin' insane inside my brain

I'm goin' insane

I'm goin' insane

I'm goin' insane inside my brain

If you work hard, one day, your day will come

But when you work hard, one day, your brain gon' run

And then, that weight gon' weigh a ton

And on your plate, there ain't no crumbs

Then you stuck twiddlin' yo' thumbs

Wonderin' why you gave a fuck

I was down givin' my last and that's why it gets hard to trust

I was down givin' my all and came up, you can't call it luck

Had to pick myself up out of that rut

Carin' about myself is a must

I care about the world, but sometimes havin' a good heart is a crush

Guess that's the hard part of love

You'll drag yourself through the mud

Just to show 'em you're one to won

But sometimes they don't give a damn because they feel you're not enough

One day, my mind was a safe space

One day, I thought that I was in great shape

One day, I feel I try, but I ain't change

Like I'm runnin' lines in the same place

Goin' nowhere fast, I've been on my ass

And I lost my nerve, think I'm on my last

I'm on my face, now I'm on my back

No time, too crazy, going too crazy

This is my life, my life, my life, my life, my life

I try to fight to find the light that's in my

Mind of minds, sometimes I die inside

But all my eyes cry, like why is my mind like this?

Just what I need at a time like this

Being honest, I don't even really like myself

I don't understand why I like my shit

Don't trust someone by myself

Scared of the place that my mind has been

I'm tryna seek or find some help

Better buckle up 'cause this life's a trip, yeah

I'm goin' insane

What's wrong with my brain?

I might need some help, weigh to my strain

I'm goin' insane

What's wrong with my brain?

I can't wait for the day everything change

I'm goin' insane

I'm goin' insane

I'm goin' insane inside my brain

I'm goin' insane

I'm goin' insane

I'm goin' insane inside my brain