Mood Swings

These mood swings get the best of me, best of me I might be happy but it never seems to stay with me Cause now I'm crying on the floor Never really sure what moves me I'm always moody I don't know what to expect Everyday is a test And I'm failing at best I am so lost Hard to enjoy a moment when you got Limited time before it's leaving Time is fleeting And I worry when everything's going well it's 'bout to go downhill I just got a feeling I try to shake it but that's how it goes When I am alone, I am a pessimist But it's not based on worries alone There are things actually happening How I feel, it changes from moment to moment and I can't control it I'm being pulled in every direction from every question I ask myself why Why do I feel this way? I am not feeling great Am I okay? When I feel better is it gonna last or will it go away? I never know It's either lows or really high I just avoid getting too close To any particular feeling that I undergo These mood swings get the best of me, best of me I might be happy but it never seems to stay with me Cause now I'm crying on the floor Never really sure what moves me I'm always moody It's like an emotional rollercoaster I'm spinnin' tryna keep my head straight But this happens too often I'm sick of just dealing with it everyday Will I fall back to the dark state? Can I move on and be okay? These are questions I've been asking There's no answer to my misery I'm getting sick of me and all these voices Who do I talk to when there are no choices? I write in a journal, I think it's important But after a while it gets kinda boring I swear that I'm trying to be a good person These internal battles releasing a poison Right onto the people I love Wish I could explain to them These mood swings get the best of me, best of me I might be happy but it never seems to stay with me Cause now I'm crying on the floor Never really sure what moves me I'm always moody These mood swings get the best of me, best of me I might be happy but it never seems to stay with me Cause now I'm crying on the floor Never really sure what moves me I'm always moody