Voldemort

Stuck in the summer, right where you left me Two thirds of the way through insidious, now it feels kind of fitting I'm still paused, where you didn't stop Now I hate my birthday, we spent in your basement What a fucking way to celebrate, you called it "romantic" Each year, the same souvenir I don't know what hurts more The thought of me or my clothes on your floor I don't know what you're good for If you're just a boy I'd kill to ignore So I don't say your name anymore I'll just call you Voldemort I come at it sideways, like it's a curse word Two syllables to get through your name, but it gives me heartburn Got used to the pain But I can't regret it I didn't want it in the first place I don't know what hurts more The thought of me or my clothes on your floor I don't know what you're good for If you're just a boy I'd kill to ignore So I don't say your name anymore You left me without a pulse I take a breath, but only by force Here I go, off to war I'm clinging to my last resort So I don't say your name anymore I'll just call you Voldemort I'll just call you Voldemort I'll just call you Voldemort I'll just call you Voldemort I'll just call you Voldemort I'll just call you Voldemort Now I'm watching for a blue Subaru, you probably don't drive anymore And you've got a hell of a story to tell, is that all I died for? I don't know what hurts more The thought of me or my clothes on your floor I don't know what you're good for If you're just a boy I'd kill to ignore So I don't say your name anymore I don't say your name You left me without a pulse I take a breath, but only by force Here I go, off to war I'm clinging to my last resort So I don't say your name anymore I'll just call you Voldemort