Growing Up

Uh don't remember much from when I was young I tried to block it out, you know the less you know the better Never really asked my momma where we from But I know we grew up hard and we didn't have a lot of show I was born in Namibia, I moved away when I was three years old Came to the UK with my momma, left our family at home Prayed for years that our family could one day become whole God done answered my prayers, I'm spending time with my bros We was six children in a two bed house Couldn't tell me I was struggling Had food in my mouth, a meal on my plate Thought that God was good, but looking back on life I see that God has honestly been nothing but great Me and my bros on a game, controller busted up But we don't care as long as we playing Would've thought that we were rich always had smiles on our face And I won't change a thing Cause everything I went through growing up made me who I am God done made a way for us so I'm forever grateful I stay close to him, yeah I try to stay faithful We was at the bottom but he went and flipped the table Now I'm able, I can't pay no mind to people being hateful God done made a way for us so I'm forever grateful I stay close to him, yeah I try to stay faithful We was at the bottom but he went and flipped the table Now I'm able, I can't pay no mind to people being hateful I'm a product of the way that I came up so you can't blame me If I don't wanna talk it aint your fault, my life been crazy Growing up, I done seen a lot, I ain't the same Been through so many trials and tribulations that it changed me Had to find a way to cope, Growing up I ain't have much, all I really have is hope Remember times when I had trust, then it went and got broke Fool me once it's on you, second time it's on me Family seen a lot of things, I think we all just need some therapy So now I put all of this pain inside of these melodies My brain be fogging up, but then these beats give me some clarity My heart get hella scars, so I use music as a remedy My trust on E, so I don't know who to believe Had plenty say we locked in, next day, they up and leave Guess that's just life, so I try not to think to deep But that's just proof, that everything ain't what it seems God done made a way for us so I'm forever grateful I stay close to him, yeah I try to stay faithful We was at the bottom but he went and flipped the table Now I'm able, I can't pay no mind to people being hateful God done made a way for us so I'm forever grateful I stay close to him, yeah I try to stay faithful We was at the bottom but he went and flipped the table Now I'm able, I can't pay no mind to people being hateful I'm a product of the way that I came up so you can't blame me If I don't wanna talk it aint your fault, my life been crazy Growing up, I done seen a lot, I ain't the same Been through so many trials and tribulations that it changed me Had to find a way to cope, Growing up I ain't have much, all I really have is hope Remember times when I had trust, then it went and got broke Fool me once it's on you, second time it's on me