If I don’t turn it to a joke it’ll tear me apart

My heart and cells are broken

Chase me off just to find a ledge

In A reclusive daydream

And I won’t make a change to my life but I need to find the reasons why I’m okay

I won’t be your Enemy, with what’s in front of me

So much for honesty

I think I’m finally on to me

That took a lifetime

And I’m not in my right mind

Only thing in my sight line is

Headlights haunting me

I can’t fall asleep

Disasters all I see

I can’t get out of my own way

These headlights keep haunting me

I cannot fall asleep

Disasters all I see

Look that’s me, my own worst nightmare

It’s a disaster

When I need to slow down I go faster

You would think I’m scared of happily ever after

I’m my own worst nightmare

When my back on the rope it’s the way the way the way the way I’m used to

I crawled tooth and nail back for you, just to prove I’d do it

Couldn’t relax couldn’t behave the way they said to stay insane it haunts me

Called off one foot in the door, it goes on and on too long

So much for honesty

I think I’m finally on to me

That took a lifetime

And I’m not in my right mind

Only thing in my sight line is

Headlights haunting me

I can’t fall asleep

Disasters all I see

I can’t get out of my own way

These headlights keep haunting me

I cannot fall asleep

Disasters all I see

Look that’s me, my own worst nightmare

It’s a disaster

When I need to slow down I go faster

You would think I’m scared of happily ever after

I’m my own worst nightmare