Absolve

Moments growing colder Maybe in time, I'll feel somethin' Was my pain already chosen Will I ever find my closure, closure, cause its torture I lived in, the minute And didn't think you'd leave I'm feelin, so foolish To live in fantasy How could I, have reached out To end things differently Built around your sin I pray, absolve me of this Rivaled by the pain that drowns you out I've been branded by your habits so it seems How I cage my brain and swallow my own key Release me of this shame, that set you free I swore I knew you better You left your body behind, what do I do So now I'm caught in the middle and keep finding riddles But I can't turn away, look away- I lived in, the minute And didn't think you'd leave I'm feelin, so foolish To live in fantasy How could I, have reached out What did you think of me Built around your sin I pray, absolve me of this Rivaled by the pain that drowns you out I've been branded by your habits so it seems How I cage my brain and swallow my own key Release me of this shame, that set you free No more I can't hold back, tendencies Leave me with bad, memories Some days I think of us and measure Blue skies, yet, so under the weather I don't know why The weight was too much to manage Guess I won't understand the damage Don't take any breaths for granted Built around your sin I pray, absolve me of this Rivaled by the pain that drowns you out I've been branded by your habits so it seems How I cage my brain and swallow my own key Release me of this shame, that set you free No more