Waste

I'm not alright I'm not okay I won't survive another day If you decide I will not stay I have no reason to keep on breathing It's all a waste Mommy Why does this water smell like polish? Why do you get sick and start to vomit? Why does Dad get mad You're always sad and have a bottle in your hand And sob when he is on the road or at the office? Awesome I'm just a fucking kid I don't know what the problem is I can see that you're always sick And I'm scared that you'll wanna quit So apparently all the shit You inherited as a kid is unbearable but admit You're a parent now if you missed it I've seen the signs for a minute (I) have your eyes and addiction And now you're starting to get it They're just the cards I was given A broken heart is a prison and I'm lying here still I became the fucking villain I was trying to kill I'm not alright I'm not okay I won't survive another day If you decide I will not stay I have no reason to keep on breathing I'm not alright I'm not okay I won't survive another day If you decide I will not stay I have no reason to keep on breathing It's all a waste Morgan Why do you text all of these women? Why do you think sex is gonna fix it? Why do you think everyone is getting done With letting you just step on them? I guess you didn't learn from her decisions Listen You gotta fucking change You are nothing without this stage You are running right to your grave If you're gonna keep up your ways So get up and out of the cave And do something before it's too late You have tons of thousands of fans Who are crying out to be saved I've seen the signs for a minute (I) have her eyes and addiction And now I'm starting to get it They're just the cards I was given A broken heart is a prison and I'm busting the door I won't be the fucking villain that I was anymore I'm not alright I'm not okay I won't survive another day If you decide I will not stay I have no reason to keep on breathing I'm not alright I'm not okay I won't survive another day If you decide I will not stay I have no reason to keep on breathing It's all a waste It's all a waste I have no reason to keep on breathing It's all a waste It's all a waste I have no reason to keep on breathing It's all a waste