Bitter End

I tried to learn to love the laughter My dream is waiting for the bitter end I've been killing time Watching days go by I gave up on my ever-after I tried to learn to love the laughter My dream is waiting for disaster I've been killing time Watching days go by I gave up on my ever-after Falling away I told myself that I would keep up this pace Two-timing now I'm calling the spade Thought I was different but I'm running in place The kids are playing while it's sunny and it's lethal Me? I'm just killing myself slowly hitting key strokes Got you wanting to die while you're barely alive Don't be sorry, if you worry it comes faster My body won't hold it's time I let you surround me There's no way to fight it I don't want to run from it My body won't hold it's time I let you surround me I'm lost in the silence no hand to grab ahold of me And now my vision is clear Death is the God that I see here Death's the only god that I believe in (My body won't hold it's time I let you surround me) My body won't hold it's time I let you surround me There's no way to fight it I don't want to run from it My body won't hold it's time I let you surround me I'm lost in the silence no hand to grab ahold of me