Cringe

I cringe when I look at myself I cower, turn sour Can't take it all back Ice cream slipping into a crack I shudder cold gutter can't stop Can't stop the attack I shudder cold gutter can't stop Shy away, tremble here for me Shy away, never learned to be free Crawling back to you somehow So tell me, who's the victim now? Shy away, tremble here for me Feels like I just jumped in front of a fast train Blood on the tracks, bottled up all the past pain I speak my mind but you say that I'm insane That's why I cringe every time you say my name I shrink down, bottom of a well Too hesitant for you to tell More than a season spent in hell So I cringe when I look at myself Crawling back to you somehow So tell me, who's the victim now? Shy away, tremble here for me Shy away, tremble here for me Shy away, never learned to be free Crawling back to you somehow So tell me, who's the victim now? Shy away, tremble here for me I shudder cold gutter can't stop I shudder cold gutter can't stop Crawling back to you somehow So tell me, who's the victim now? Shy away, tremble here for me