Mood Swings

And I think that is the part of hell That a person in depression really tastes The hopelessness The terrible hopelessness Terrible hopelessness Terrible hopelessness Terrible hopelessness Terrible hopelessness Terrible hopelessness Let's take another one, swear I'm having fun, but I look miserable 'Cause time don't heal no pain I still feel just the same I guess time is standing still Draw a smile on every day I've run out of paint Hold my brush, I'm feeling faint Feel like I can really be myself around you Mood swings like a pendulum, I can't break loose Feel like I can really be myself around you Someday I might find peace I long left behind I hope you're still here when I do I know it ain't fair to you The shit that I put you through My condition is no excuse Know it won't make much sense But baby in my defense You're the only one I feel safe around Let me explain myself It's the first time I've felt like not running us into the ground Feel like I can really be myself around you Mood swings like a pendulum, I can't break loose Feel like I can really be myself around you I've always sacrificed anything that's brought me happiness For emptiness But in exchange for my pain I maintain, inspiration 'Cause heartache is my medication Feel like I can really be myself around you Mood swings like a pendulum, I can't break loose Feel like I can really be myself around you I feel like I can really be myself around you