Feel like I’m nearly there, taking steps in the right direction still so far from the top of the stairs.

Still I’m nearly there, you don’t see my dreams though, you don’t really care.

I can’t expect you to think how I think, see how I see, I’ve been through my fears, and no it don’t take months it takes years.

Can you see or is it all unclear?

Do you feel free or do you feel stuck here?

Anyone that done gear, was it all just fun or did it end in tears.

I know where I’m going cos I know why I’m here, I know what I have to do to get there.

Been real close so I know about near, I want to do well for my dad and old dear.

Can’t let them down nope not here.

Too many years, too many went too soon plus too many tears, so no it don’t feel weird. Used to it so I don’t feel fear.

So close but I don’t feel near.

So I’m back where I left, should’ve went forward but went left, could’ve just talked but, sent texts.

Can’t see emotion through SMS.

Remember when I worked reception desks, remember when I worked in Tesco express.

Should’ve been writing bars instead, people that I knew came in got vexed.

I was 21 with a bag of stress, now I’m 23 with a bag of debts, left that job and I couldn’t care less, my bro got ill and my life got next.

Seen deep things I could talk about depth.

Tryna do positive things for myself, when I write them down I think that it helps.

Off music will I ever get wealth, if I don’t then it can’t be helped, got bare friends who have and it helps.

Shows the reality, shows and that help.

Used to have dreams like this I was 12.

Used to have dreams of linking girls.

Then I wake up and it’s just myself.

Too much dreams aren’t good for your health.