I'm gonna love you when we're older
Swear I'll forgive if you come over
You're looking at me like I'm pathetic with a thumb in my mouth
But you've got your bags packed up like you know where you're going now
How can I get happy in these conditions?
The cancer inside me won't turn to remission
Unless you look at me like I am everything
And you are not
But you ve got a ticket to San Diego that your parents bought
So I'll wait around for you
You wanna go where you're not dying
And I think you're lying to yourself
There's a Polaroid from back in summer
A bottle of Aspirin on the shelf
And I could talk to you with my eyes closed
And I could know you before I fall but
Every motherfucker in Austin is gonna have you after all
Mmmm
I'll get high out the window
Until I'm weak enough to play dead
And lie underneath you like a sacrificial lamb
Just try and to memorize every callous on your hand
And wait around for you
You wanna go where you're not dying
And I think you're lying to yourself
There's a kid down the block who says he met you
Dropping acid at his house
And I could talk to you with my eyes closed
And I could know you before I fall
But every motherfucker in Austin is gonna have you after all
Mmmm
