Secondary Worship

Sometimes I look back to counting every freckle on your face But they would change every year And now I sit counting all the exes I misplaced But it all led to here And here is not there (here is not there) And there is not somewhere I want to be, is it? No laissez-faire sentiment Breathe Say it back Breathe Now I'm such a different person Found a better version I swear I create the current Saying what I shouldn't again Cry, cry Deny, deny, deny the many times That you wanted me here Nice try Giving in is merely getting by Don't you love when I'm near It has led (allow) It has led (allow) Has led me here (allow, allow, allow) Now I'm such a different person Found a better version I swear I create the current Saying what I shouldn't again Saw who I don't wanna be I know where it leads and it goes so low Like another person Shedding off the version I sold Breathe Say it back Breathe Secondary Worship Dodging a diversion Any skepticism Has led me here (There are secrets I can't tell) (But the effects I can feel) Such a different person Found a better version I swear I create the current Saying what I shouldn't again Saw who I don't want to be I know where it leads and it goes so low Like another person Shedding off the version I sold There are secrets of which I can still feel