Dysfunctional

I can't tell If it's getting better or worse This feeling started When I accepted your words You knew the pain you dealt You know the shame I felt When you told me that You like the way I bleed I'm so dysfunctional I watched you shine Blazing so divine Look into your eyes And I could never see you I'll never heal The only thing that's real It's burned into my mind And it will never surely leave A panicked grinding of a jaw sewn shut A feral now deep as a butcher's cut Descending down Into the burning abyss Where we both belong I'm so dysfunctional I can't tell If it's getting better or worse This feeling started When I accepted your words You knew the pain you dealt You know the shame I felt When you told me that you Like the way I bleed Whispers in my ear Screaming out my fear Remember thou art mortal I watched you shine Blazing so divine Look into your eyes And I could never see you I'll never heal The only thing that's real It's burned into my mind And it will never surely leave I'm so dysfunctional