I'm Not Bitter

Took a dive Then I took another one And I never came up Since I didn't know What was up and what was down Chose a path and stuck to it But every time that I feel it I know it just as alright to conceal it So I take another breathe before I do it all over again Don't know what I'm asking for but I know shouldn't complain I'm not bitter But I don't wanna feel the same way I never considered That maybe I was the one to blame Now I know I wasn't missing you, I just missed myself But here I am again This won't be the last time probably Might be back here before I know it And with a little bit of help I could resurface myself Give your hand and I'll take it 'Cause I'll always bounce back if you let me And I try not to forget so easily And take something with me every time To make an easier climb I'm not bitter But I don't wanna feel the same way I never considered That maybe I was the one to blame Now I know I wasn't missing you, I just missed myself But here I am again It's not about the thickness of my skin When the only thing it takes is to let you in It's not with or without you baby No, it's never without you Open up my heart, you can look around Sure you can find something yet unfound It's not with or without you No it's never without you I'm not bitter But I don't wanna feel the same way I never considered That maybe I was the one to blame Now I know I wasn't missing you, I just missed myself But here I am again