i can't hate u

It's crossed my mind To paint you as a monster Cuz' you're a constant reminder Of what could've been in my mind But you let me down gently I hope you don't resent me for dreaming We were the perfect pairing inside my head I let my thoughts run wild and now I'm scared But what's said is said No matter what we've become (I can't I can't hate you) But how the hell do I move on? (I can't I can't hate you) From the twinkle in those eyes And the way your flawless smile lights up my life I'll need my best disguise (cuz I can't I can't hate you) It's for the better Maybe distance is the answer Buys us time to close a chapter You never never ever wanted to write Well, the tears will stop surely And now you'll finally see that No matter what we've become (I can't I can't hate you) I'll find a way to move on (I can't I can't hate you) From the twinkle in those eyes And the way your flawless smile lights up my life I'll need my best disguise (cuz I can't I can't hate you) No matter what we've become But how the hell do I move on? From the twinkle in those eyes And the way your flawless smile lights up my life I'll need my best disguise (cuz I can't I can't hate you) All the thoughts I wish I never had All the words I wish I never said, that I said