I'm not good enough, I'm never understood enough

They never listen to me, when the fuck will I have just enough

Everyday the path is tough, living now is getting rough

Can't take this pain no more, and now it's feeling like my time is up

The neighborhood be playing me, my job is always slaving me

My people make it worse when I look at them, see they shame in me

Never saving me, is there a god? Cause I need saving g

But I'm not good enough so ain't no point for **** saving me

I'm trapped inside my head with all these thoughts of vivid hate

Running circles, second guessing cause I'm scared of what's at the gate

Will I live to see tomorrow, will I finally see my fate

**** show no preciation when you share what's on your plate

They make you swim across the ocean just to drown you in the lake

I had to be a little crooked just to make sure I was straight

A little crook ain't good enough, I told you I ain't good enough

I'm just a pawn, just a **** with a little magic wand

Granting wishes to you **** never asking nothing back

Maybe time for me to be own and watch my fucking back

All I ever did was help but I could never help myself

Now I got myself in bondage, no one asking bout my health

Went through years of bitches playing me, my mind was rearranging me

I told myself to deal with all these people that were changing me

I had to move away, I had to get away from hell

Could it be I was just digging myself deep inside a well?

Had to stop chasing approval cause to me that shit is lame

Letting **** know your every move is weak and it's a shame

How social media just got us lock in bondage, chasing fame

Talking down on **** name, but in reality we same

Gotta find a way out of my mind I'm leaving here tonight

Telling god that I'll do anything I'm putting up a fight

And he told me don't just come around when shit is getting tight

Cause I'm more than just healer, I'm a friend that show you light

He was right, finally made it out my mind I'm out of sight

Of the troubles overwhelming me that reached it's highest height

I feel alive again when pick up the pen and I just write about a **** who was hustling just tryna make through the night

I'm just tryna make it through the night

Look into my eyes, can you see the lack of care

Never bothered by you, I'm just bother by your energy