Fading (Acoustic)

I'm so sick of waiting I'm always hesitating With everyone around me I just wanna be free I just wanna be me See me on your TV But I just sit here waiting I'm always hesitate Was it something that I said Always got me feeling like I'm dead I can't get your ghost out of my bed Heavy handed on the meds I can feel your pulse inside my head Never could remember what you said And I suppose I'd break it off and Keep it there for you to see it And I resigned from making out with You because I And I'm so sick of waiting I'm always hesitating With everyone around me I just wanna be free I just wanna be me See me on your TV But I just sit here waiting I'm always hesitating and fading Surrounding They're always around me I find it so astounding But I just sit here wa Getting lost inside my room Share another hit with Dr. Doom Tryin' 'a get my crypto to the moon Was never truly over you In spite of all the shit you put me through You turned me to a darker shade a' blue And I suppose I'd break it off and Keep it there for you to see it And I resigned from making out with You because I couldn't feel it Feel it, feel it, feel it, feel it Feel it, feel it, feel it, feel it Feel it, feel it, feel it, feel it Feel it, feel it, feel it And I'm so sick of waiting I'm always hesitating With everyone around me I just wanna be free I just wanna be me See me on your TV But I just sit here waiting I'm always hesitating and fading Surrounding They're always around me I find it so astounding But I just sit here waiting and fading