Designer Decay

Hey, I know It's all been crazy, I watch you decay And you're fading slow Slipping away, but you said yesterday You would place that hold That chemical break that's been tacked in your veins And haze that makes you cold There's no way you could know Why won't you look away as I begin to fade? To watch you go down You're lost and it kills me My pain and shame becoming one in the same You beg to be found You're lost and it kills me I keep it disguised To give you peace of mind The truth is I tried To save you from my life And take you home Watch you destruct and they lost all your luck Is it made of gold Like all the jewelry you stole? Why won't you look away as I begin to fade? To watch you go down You're lost and it kills me If it's killing you, what's it doing to me? You beg to be found Your search for salvation's through I keep it disguised To give you peace of mind The truth is I tried To save you from my life Save you from my life And I'm fading to the back of my everlasting mind I tried to change, but I'm bonded by pain and shame Hey, I know That you see me change into something more ugly If I become a heavenly body Remember you loved me I keep it disguised To give you peace of mind The truth is I tried To save you from my life I keep it disguised To give you peace of mind The truth is I tried To save you from my life