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A Kid
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A Kid was released on December 30, 2022 by ILLNDOPE RECORDS as a part of the album Atelophobia
December 30, 2022
LabelILLNDOPE RECORDS
LanguageEnglish
BPM80
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Music Video

Music Video

Lyrics

We are the kids from the neighborhood. We are the kids and we're knocking on your door
Can you give us something more
I'll take anything
Never did I get ahead in life. Stuck on my thoughts and the things that they lead to
Always think of you
Never ends well
Since a kid I've been living with this intuition
That one day I'll grow up to become something different
Since a kid I've had a different little vision
Nobody believed that one day I'd get to live it
Always told me I was tripping
Went to school but I always skipped it
They keep questioning how I'm thinking
Self esteem in me is shrinking
In my head I'm dead. I'm sinking
Thinking this is all there is
If I don't make it as a dean then I'll get a job and be submissive
I don't wanna be how everybody else is
I don't care if I seem like I am selfish
I know what my worth is
Put it in these verses
All the years of hurting
Through these words disperses
Spill my heart through the sink
Strut the pains when I'm finished
See the pain when I blink
Biggest fear is admitting to the pain
That I keep bottled up in my system
If I tell it on a beat then it seems like I have wisdom
We are the kids from the neighborhood
We are the kids and we're knocking on your door
Can you give us something more
I'll take anything
Never did I get ahead in life
Stuck on my thoughts and the things that they lead to
Always think of you
Never ends well
This music is my diary
It's how I escape
Been plotting to get away
Since they gave me a name
I'm not the same man
I've changed
Stole me things
Rain down on me
The rage that's contained in my brain
Spills out of me
And I don't think that I could be a regular Joe
When everywhere I go I'm hearing me on cellular phones
A nine to five just isn't for me
But I've learned to adapt just to make ends meet
That doesn't mean I'm quitting rap
Even thinking of that gives me chills on my back
I can't explain it but I need this shit for me to relax
I can't subtract rap
Music's not a hobby dog
It's therapeutic
It's been my medicine since I learned that it was there to use it
Who can tell me and this music apart
The mere thought makes me want to load my gun up
It puts me in a dark space
But I wish that I still was a kid
When I thought I had it all figured out and I did
Damn
We are the kids from the neighborhood
We are the kids and we're knocking on your door
Can you give us something more
I'll take anything
Never did I get ahead in life
Stuck on my thoughts and the things that they lead to
Always think of you
Never ends well
Never ends well
Written by: Brandon Rapp
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