His car

You can count on me to be a hypocrite Told your family about me, I never did I can't believe how long I lived like this Now all I see in the mirror, a hypocrite I can't explain why I can't let go When you were so far from beautiful Is it the pain? Or is it the love? That I should've shown him all along I used to kiss him in the back of his car Hiding from the world who we are I'm sorry for every single lie I told him, "You should go and bury your heart My parents won't ever know about us" I keep wishing that I could go back in time To apologize (to you) To apologize (ooh) I could count on you to be my best friend In this lonely city we had everything Out on the streets I wouldn't hold your hand Oh, I, I was way too young to understand And I can't explain why I'm holding on To something so far from beautiful Is it the pain? Or is it the love? That I should've shown him all along I used to kiss him in the back of his car Hiding from the world who we are I'm sorry for every single lie I told him, "You should go and bury your heart My parents won't ever know about us" I keep wishing that I could go back in time To apologize (to you) I apologize (ooh)