Healing

I'm still healing from all I've been through Sometimes I wish I could start over new And I'm sorry for the things I do Cause I never wanted to hurt you Sometimes I wonder if it's even worth it Don't wanna go through life with all this hurt It's like an endless cycle playing in my mind Tell me why things ended up the way they did Yeah, I know it could be worse But everything still hurts I'm so heartbroken inside I'm just trying to get through life I didn't think I'd make it this far So I'm surprised If you really know my story Maybe you'd understand why I'm still healing from all I've been through Sometimes I wish I could start over new And I'm sorry for the things I do Cause I never wanted to hurt you Healing's a process, look at my progress I'm not the same person I was when you met me Or when you left me I was so empty, broken and defeated If I could go back, I'd do everything different Cause we didn't need that No, we didn't need that I'm sorry I'm still healing from all I've been through Sometimes I wish I could start over new And I'm sorry for the things I do Cause I never wanted to hurt you And I can't even sleep no more Reminiscing about what we had before Yeah, I'd apologize a million times I don't know what went through my mind I'm still healing from all I've been through Sometimes I wish I could start over new And I'm sorry for the things I do Cause I never wanted to hurt you And I'm not using that as an excuse I'm so sorry for the things I do All I really have is love for you All I really have is love I'm still healing from all I've been through I'm not using that as an excuse I'm so sorry for the things I do All I really have is love for you Love for you