Bogged down in the trenches, I've been stepping all in mud

All I see is fog around, I've been blinded in a rut

And these vices got me stuck no wonder why I stay stagnant

Self control lacking while I watch this whole life happen

Sin is my addiction, friction killing my momentum

I stay struggling and hungry while my addiction getting fed up

But I've been fed up too, froze in time, froze in space

Vision get distorted when I smoke that purple haze

Sit my ass down, plug some programs in my brain

Project onto others all my personal disdain

Making people hurt just so they can feel my pain

I prefer to do that than healthily communicate

Lately feeling insane, tired of monotony

Tired always being tired come home flop down on the sheets

Tired of these same routines, tired of these bad habits

I'm so fucking tired, I'd rather be underground napping

Live inside my dreams no reason to be awake

Look inside the mirror at my destiny, my fate

Ain't think this was how it'd be, now I'm questioning my faith

Never did achieve now Ethan B is just the same

As everybody else in Phoenix, don't you treat me like I'm special

Please don't smile when you see me don't put my birthday on your schedule

I just wanna be alone, runaway, and implode

Withering away is better than growing old

Still ahead is brighter days still ahead a better time

And once I kick these vices, everything is going to be fine

And maybe once I'm perfect then I will enjoy this life Won't stop following my dreams even if it means I die

I've been in my prime, but I can't get too complacent

I'm a quarter through life and I still ain't got new placements

Keep on losing patience and cream chasing

Ethan B playing everyone in the streets singing