End On a Loss

I meant to pay off my student loan debt But I bought gas instead I was trying to get home for Christmas I spent a week in my childhood home And, through the wall, my brother said "I doubt this town ever missed us" And I laughed I think I forget why the hell I'm even here I don't think I'll ever cure my lust to just disappear 'Cause I'm born to a generation prone to wander But I blew my life savings on rent So, don't ask me about tomorrow I haven't learnt from yesterday quite yet I'll buy a house built in the '90s With the strings attached Oh, I'll be using them To stitch up my cheaper heart And we can't end on a loss So, my brother, we stay up and talk Wondering where all the rich people are All the college kids are medicated So, I didn't feel too bad When I had to relearn how to hold hands But I'm real good at faking it Yes, I'm real good at faking Like there's anything that I understand I think we forget why the hell we're even here I just hope I saved up enough oxygen To get me through the year Oh, I'm born to a generation prone to wander But I blew my life savings on rent So, don't ask me about tomorrow I haven't learnt from yesterday quite yet I'll buy a house built in the '90s With the strings attached Oh, I'll be using them To stitch up my cheaper heart And we can't end on a loss So, my brother, we stay up and talk Wondering where all the rich people are Who put you in charge? Not that I could do better Still, at least the end, it would start Oh, you could breathe Be a human like me Not that I could do better Still, me and my brother agree We're born to a generation prone to wander And we all blew our life savings on rent So, don't ask me about tomorrow I haven't learnt from yesterday quite yet I'll buy a house built in the '90s With the strings attached Oh, I'll be using them To stitch up my cheaper heart And we can't end on a loss So, my brother, we stay up and talk Wondering where all the rich people are