Vacation (feat. Juma Mufasa)

Can I leave? I don't wanna stay I wanna flee I don't wanna stay We all want a sense of belonging I feel this isn't my place of belonging So I'm packing my belongings I'm going on vacation My mind's become toxic Now I gotta sort em out like I owe myself Blind tryna find myself Paranoid and I get annoyed I feel like nobody gets me And they all out to get me Only a few really care for me The weights on my shoulder, can I rest at last? Closest I get to shade on this desert is this cactus Lost in the series of events like a Tv show Keep it a hundred I'm breaking bad I never let it show I just want the pain to show Let my real thoughts flow I just want the pain to show It don't make me weak but stronger though Can I let it go? I'm so tired of holding on yhh Can I let it go? I'm so tired of holding on [I just wanna let it go] Can I let it go? I'm so tired of holding on [I just wanna let it go] Can I let it go? I said, a conscience is a lot to carry To mask the pain I turn to Jim Carrey I get dumber and dumber Speaking to God like I'm Bruce Almighty Make me a free man I feel trapped in the mental And I'm going mental Don't believe the dental Flossing out my 32s even when depressed My mind is a slum but I smile through the stress I got all these issues that I got to address Food for thought let these readers digest Stick the script before I digress I just wanna trip out my mind Peace of mind I try to find On this road you no you got no luggage So you ain't got to bring no baggage Cos life is way too heavy to carry Life is way too heavy to carry Can I let it go already These weights so heavy It's making my conscience weigh me F it I feel so helpless Can I let it go already (go already) These weights so heavy (way too heavy) It's making my conscience weigh me F it am feeling so helpless Then I result to anger and I'm reckless (and am reckless) And the cycle goes on And I result to anger then I'm reckless (I go reckless) The cycle goes on Can I let it go? I'm so tired of holding on yhh Can I let it go? I'm so tired of holding on [I just wanna let it go]