Cyanide

You keep on making this hard I'm not fit to play this part And I can't put this all to waste I'm trying to be open And I know I'm not okay All these tears have filled this lake Frozen up with our mistakes Ice smashed but you still taste the Cyanide That you kissed On my cherry stained lips Oh, it drips I wish that I could've let you move on After this, After this But how do I let you go How do I let you know I'll just let you down Down Oh, no, no I know that it hurts my soul But I'm just full of pain that grows I'll just let you down Down You try to fix me Say it will work You try to convince me But it's gonna hurt Taking chapters out our past Choosing ways to make it last Don't give up that's all you ask I'm back to where I started I won't make another round It's like I wanna let you down Empty words and all my doubts Just seem to linger like the Cyanide That you kissed On my cherry stained lips Oh, it drips (it drips) I wish that I could've let you move on After this, After this But how do I let you go How do I let you know I'll just let you down Down Oh, no, no I know that it hurts my soul But I'm just full of pain that grows I'll just let you down, Down Down Down Don't be fooled I'm just one of your illusions Was this real Or was this all just illusion Did what's done And now we've had it proven Another time Another life You try to fix me Say it will work You try to convince me But it's gonna hurt