I ain't no ordinary **** I see them tapping in I know I'm only getting bigger

I still be on the gram like I'm too good to take a picture

These drugs up in my system, know they fucking up my liver

Know they fucking up my liver, yeah, and I admit it

A lot of **** act like they created my vision

I told you that I threw out the pills, but I didn't

And I never snaked my man, so how could I fit in, yeah

Really feel like I been holding back

Oh, **** fake, I can't get close to that

No, MTA cause I been holding that

Pole **** want it they get all of that smoke

In my city, **** get hit up for nothing

Told my mother I'ma make it back home

And it really be the **** you grew up with

Grab a key, you gotta close the back door

I told my brother there was more to life

Than just robbing and trapping I'm trying to take him out the hood

And I'm making it happen, I got a family to feed

Got no time for distractions and I ain't know

Love's fake, loyalty's everlasting

It be the ones you don't expect to do it

My brother hating on me cause I'm making better music

You posting chops up on your story, so you better use it

And you can ask about the kid, so I don't gotta prove it

And I'm a man before it all, at the end of the day

I had to cut off all the **** who only get in the way

It be the same **** dissing but got nothing to say

And I'll provide it if you need it, I could front you a plate

Weight is heavy on my shoulder, I'm just trying to put my team on

Jeremiah stressing, he keep telling me to dream on

Long nights on the block so we can get whatever we want

As long as I'm alive, you got a shoulder to lean on

Really feel like I've been holding back

Oh, **** fake, I can't get close to that

No, MTA cause I've been holding that

Pole **** want it they get all of that

Smoke, in my city, **** get hit up for nothing

Told my mother I'ma make it back home

And it really be the **** you grew up with

Grab a key, you gotta close the back door

Really feel like I've been holding back

Oh, **** fake, I can't get close to that

No, MTA cause I've been holding that

Pole **** want it they get all of that

Smoke, in my city, **** get hit up for nothing

Told my mother I'ma make it back home

And it really be the **** you grew up with

Grab a key, you gotta close the back door