8 Ball (feat. Quedronol)

You tie my stomach in knots, now I can't feel a thing Baking intricate plots to see you before spirng I'm attracted to tell you the things that I'd feel But I'm afraid of the backlash, I'm afraid it's not real I'm afraid of escaping. I'm afraid of the cage I'm afraid if you know that I'm afraid then you'll change I'm afraid that you'll see me and run just the same And I don't really want you to go, I'm not ready for that yet I haven't even learned every learned every little aspect of your soul, yet And you don't know me And the way that I could hold you too so please just don't leave Cause I'm not quite ready to move on again And I've been through so many, the time that I've spent I can't even count it, I can't even mend the things that have happened But I think you could fix it, and I think you could change it And think that I that I need you, and I can't rearrange the things That I've been feeling in my head because it's too much to think about Its getting hard to breathe (Im never gonna find out, never worth the patience) Why am i even here (Stab you in the back now youre hanging from a clothespin) Every time i close my eyes (I love you i just dont wanna see this go to waste) (I like it but its not getting anywhere this way) I'm avoiding the 8 Ball No appointment to see you I can't find an escape rope Or no way to defeat you I've been caught in a web I keep clutching a lie Im stuck I'll stay here I dont like it I told you that I needed this