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Wondering Why
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Wondering Why was released on February 20, 2024 by Livin Dead Productions as a part of the album The Devils Knockin'
February 20, 2024
LabelLivin Dead Productions
LanguageEnglish
BPM
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

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Lyrics

Time after time, I'm wondering why
My mind playing tricks on me, hope I survive
I wake up in the middle of the night and I just wanna cry
Can't take the pain no more, goddamn, I just wanna die
I finally think I'm where I need to be, close to the edge
The way me and the devil talkin', we 'bout to be friends
My demons taggin' me again and I'm 'bout to let 'em win
'Cause I know they gonna ride with me all the way to the end
Whether I was walkin' in the light or committin' a sin
And they ain't never gonna leave me, get ghost in the wind
Sometimes I sit back and I wonder why, wonder why
Should I live this life or should I end it now, end it now?
But I keep my head lookin' to the sky, to the sky
Been prayin' to God but I wonder why, wonder why
Time after time, I'm wondering why (Got me wondering why)
My mind playing tricks on me, hope I survive (I wonder survive)
My demons gonna judge me and they know my life (My life)
I don't know my place, is it darkness or light? (Is it dark or light?)
Sometimes I get caught up and I don't know which way I'm goin'
Gotta stop followin' my heart, it just leads me into destruction
Every turn I be takin', another dead end be comin'
I'm hopin' I ain't gon' crash, the devil mashin' the gas
The devil poison my brain, he 'bout to light up that match
I pray it's the smoke that's bussin', we can go 'head and match
So tired of all my pain, I'm so tired of all my struggles
I'm so tired of standin' in the rain with tears I'm tryna cover
I'm swimmin' up in the deep end, I barely been treadin' water
It looks like I'ma fade away by the end of the summer
Take me back to the future so I can alter my past
I know nothin' is forever and nothin's ever gon' last
I know love is like a blunt, I'ma smoke that bitch 'til it's gas
When the smoke fades away, I'ma feel like my time has passed
Seem like every step I take forward's like fifty steps back
I don't really give a damn if the devil ridin' my back, I wonder why
Time after time, I'm wondering why (Got me wondering why)
My mind playing tricks on me, hope I survive (I wonder survive)
My demons gonna judge me and they know my life
I don't know my place, is it darkness or light?
Time after time, I'm wondering why
My mind playing tricks on me, hope I survive
My demons gonna judge me and they know my life
I don't know my place, is it darkness or light?
Written by: Damian Payne
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