Wanna Be

I've been overthinking all the things I'd wanna say If I saw you at the coffee shop we went to every day Thinking about thinking but the words just never came So I'm never going back You wouldn't be there anyways Listen to some music after thinking way too long And I swear I never choose it but I always hear your songs Listen and I listen I can't help but sing along 'Cause I miss singing with you Even if I know it's wrong Run away from the things I'm feeling I won't say 'cause it has no meaning Waiting for the day I replace it I hate it but I don't hate it No I don't want to be weird about it All I want's to be clear with how it is I know you're better off without me Even if I miss you I'll make sure you're not around me 'Cause I don't wanna be that guy Comin' in and out your life From the day that I confessed Kinda made your life a mess Only seen you at your best Ever since the day I left And I don't wanna keep you close If I'm hurtin' you the most I'll try to keep my distance from you for some time 'Cause I don't ever wanna be that guy I've been writing lyrics just to try to pay the rent But it's kinda hard for me to even make a couple cents Writing and I'm writing but I know that in the end It's just another dumb excuse To try to get you out my head Take a break from writing and I lie down in my room Doing nothin' isn't something that I usually like to do 'Cause nothin' isn't nothin' when I remember the truth The reason I do anything's to get away from you Run away from the things I'm feeling I won't say 'cause it has no meaning Waiting for the day I replace it Can't take it but I don't hate it No I don't want to get in your way but I won't lie, it's been hard for me to face it But it don't matter if I'm hurting If it makes you happier then everything is worth it 'Cause I don't wanna be that guy Comin' in and out your life From the day that I confessed Kinda made your life a mess Only seen you at your best Ever since the day I left And I don't wanna keep you close If I'm hurtin' you the most I'll try to keep my distance from you for some time 'Cause I don't ever wanna be that guy I don't wanna be someone you don't wanna see yeah It's hard for me to know that you're better on your own yeah I know that you're gone so why can't I just move on yeah Sometimes I wish that I could see you Sometimes I think I really need to Run away from the things I'm feeling Can't say that it has no meaning By now I should know the answer It don't matter but if it matters Then I won't say anymore about it I won't wait for the words to fall out my mouth I'm gonna leave you alone for now 'Cause I don't wanna be that guy Comin' in and out your life From the day that I confessed Kinda made your life a mess Only seen you at your best Ever since the day I left And I don't wanna keep you close If I'm hurting you the most I'll try to keep my distance from you for some time 'Cause I'm not ever gonna be