Wonder if my heart can take it

From the start I was contemplating

If it lasts will it half what my heart is saying

From the start I was asked if my art was worth the wait, and if it passed will I walk away

Laugh away, I know I have a part to play

But if I play a part then im the fake

Makes my belly ache, aching in pain

Going insane, I'm Praying that one day I'll find a way

Never to bold to make a statement

hear you spilling lies In a conversation

I'm not being blunt, it's just an observation

I'd rather go through with the confrontation

Wonder why I'm always stressed

If I left the past would I forget

Or still perceive it as a threat

Cos if I never take that step

Then I'm left with my regret

Looking back and always breaking a sweat

Life is a mess, turned into a contest, confess

The content of my mind with context

I don't dress to impress, that's nonsense