Whatever I tell you I know it's a lie

And I go pick your ass up right at nine

I'm deep in shit like a mo fuckin' mine

I do my shit and I'm not afraid to die

Want to see the pain? Just come look in my eyes

Wanna see pain? Come look in my eyes

Wanna see pain? Come look in my mind

Wanna see suffering? Look in my soul

Wanna see suffering? Look in my soul

Wanna see suffering? Look in my soul

Look in my soul

Came out the woods, out the mo fuckin' forest

Walked out the graves, I was parked in Manoor

Only thing money, I need the resource

I saw these choices, I knocked down the door

I get this shit back, not talking 'bout boards

Need me a life where I'm sitting on Forbes

I never settle, I think I need more

Might buy a gun so I have a way out

Wrote through these pages, I have an account

I never sleep, 360, like owl

Wake up in the morning, I'm drained

This shit is something in my brain

This fire is something they can't contain

They could never tame

Do everything for my boys

Do everything for my chores

So much pleasure, got bored

Euphoric, I need me some more

I won but I still lost

The sacrifice, I know the cost

Everything in my life that I lost

Been myself, I couldn't even fake this shit if I wanted

Worked all these nights, I couldn't even cheat this shit if I wanted

If I feel from grace, they'll catch my shit like awnings

Keep on asking, keep telling lies, I can't be honest

We did it ourselves in my room

I blew up myself in my room

If I don't take this shit I'm a fool

Now don't tell me, "Jump in the pool"

I'm cold, this coat made out of wool

I'm breaking this shit, know the rules

If I tell you, "I love you", I mean it

I'm right in hell with the demons

Yeah

I'm right in hell with the demons

Need that butt on my head 'cause I'm Beavis

My lifestyle ain't for the squeamish

Got a soft spot just for the divas

Every check I get is going to Neiman's

I'm bound to be one of them leaders