First day

Plane.

Tired.

Anxious

Probably going to miss flight

Missed it before will do it again

What if it's my last shot

What if it's on

Good to be uncomfortable

Steal some lotion is good for you

Not that

Eat some vegetables

Taste good feel good

Feeling happy

This is good I'm meant to be here

This was meant to go wrong

Can't believe I'm here

Wash my face steal some more lotion make my face soft

Plane

Apartment

Drugs already

Acid only an 8th silly me

Blueberries guacamole tuna

Time isn't scary

Mariah Carey tattoo

She does

Go out go to pub

Let's get a tequila even though I don't really want one but I kind of do

Weird party, Mariah Carey, Tattoo, talk about fake parties and staging intelligent ibis outrageous ogre curious crocodile

I got sized up by three Berlin 40 year olds all dressed in black who asked me where I got my clothes from it was basically a who are you wearing'

Leave there I'm bored I'm hungry get chips go to last party eat bread eat loads of fucking bread and nuts I'm starving I'm ravenous I'm exhausted I've been doing loads of K but good k climb onto the roof climb down eat more bread do more k sit in the sauna nearly pass out Yannick carries me out they both walk one behind one in front down the stairs in case I fall

Come back play music walking back playing Mani's music I'm obsessed this is the best thing I've heard since sliced bread

No one has ever made me feel the way my own music makes me feel I'm crying no I think I'm sobbing

Then Yannick played Wise Friends Say and they both sit there eating my voice and silently staring into space we're meditating we're loving I'm gushing to Mani about how his music is the best I've heard all year

White Slug

K, I'll show him this, okay

Crying talking laughing Yannick plays piano

Im tired I'll go to sleep

Turn off my phone

Process