Compulsion

I'm not who I was You can drop the act now You fell out of love When I caught onto what it was Now I'm hooked on the feeling of the space you left Doesn't make sense if I think too much about it But I'll fixate on all the things you kept Just to make something out of something that don't exist I won't try to call on you to try and make it up I'm done with holding I would let it all fall before I pick the pieces up Just my compulsion You would never call on me cause that's just who you are The one that broke it And I watched it all fall through but it took so much No I couldn't help it Can't call my bluff So I wouldn't expect you to But I've had enough I don't get anything from you And I'll weep like a child Because you used to warm this house But it's been a while You can't even start the spark now And I'm hooked on the feeling of the space you left Doesn't make sense if I think too much about it But I'll fixate on all the things you kept Just to make something out of something that don't exist I won't try to call on you to try and make it up I'm done with holding I would let it all fall before I pick the pieces up Just my compulsion You would never call on me cause that's just who you are The one that broke it And I watched it all fall through but it took so much No I couldn't help it I'm done with holding Just my compulsion I'm done with holding Just my compulsion