The plot thickens

Why would I ever listen to

Anyone who tries to give my life definition

My voice the newest edition to all the sound waves you listening

Benzos I'll start the petition to get 'em banned it's a mission

Slowing my brain it's a killing can't feel my face a condition

Side effects mass effects on my mental fruition

It's got the key to my heart turn and fire the ignition

Driving down the road of life but something is missing

And I can't feel my face now

Start the day pop away dig my grave now

Numb the pain cope delay cause I don't know how to get away from the way it makes me feel

People say that I make this shit easy

FYI this is the hardest shit I do everyday

I feel uneasy

I took those drugs like they feed me

Now I'm more hungry

And deeper down the spiral that I know it's cliche

I fadeaway

From my previous neuro state

And I metamorphosize into this monster that I

Created I made it

And I put a fake smile on to make sure everybody rests easy

It ain't easy

When your insides melt and your heart stops beating

And I bite my tongue and force my lungs to start breathing

Cause I don't wanna start a confrontation

A move of desperation

With no signs of contemplation

Or consultation

I'm falling (behind the crowd)

And I can't comprehend the amount of demons

They acting like heathens

I'm blinded with reasons

To make people go away

From anxiety and loneliness ever growing cause

The plot thickens

Why would I ever listen to

Anyone who tries to give my life definition

My voice the newest edition to all the sound waves you listening

Benzos I'll start the petition to get 'em banned it's a mission

Slowing my brain it's a killing can't feel my face a condition

Side effects mass effects on my mental fruition

It's got the key to my heart turn and fire the ignition

Driving down the road of life but some-