I don't know what I want

You know, I thought I wanted to be desired, um...

But that life at a stand-still

Why is the horizon still too far to grace my palm? (Like it's out of my reach)

Somehow, the blossom loses meaning when you realize

(I never get myself on the grow)

And I wanted change (and I thought I wanted)

(I just...) (you know what, I thought I wanted this, I just...)

You want me, and I want change

(To get away, just for a second)

I needed freedom while you held on to the old me

(I don't know anything)

I still dream 'bout the old me