Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,

Got a lot of scars, I got too many secrets

Don't know where to start, trying to find me a sequence

Rip my heart apart, now I'm finding the pieces

I just can't be loved, I'm accepting the thesis

Wish I could tell you more, but now where do I begin?

Where do I begin?

Don't know what to do, who gon' help me through

Know a lot of people, but can only name a few

Burnt more bridges than I have intended to

I fall back when I get into a mood

I don't have anybody else to lose

Hold up, let me hit up Dhruv, He's like, Matt, won't you let me in the loop?

It's been a half a decade and you still got me confused

I ask you a question, why you answer me with clues?

Why's this what you choose? Why you stay secluded?

It started way back, before I was who you knew But nah, I'm not new to this

I let people in and they all end up abusing it, giving people my problems never had solutions

They would rather talk about it than troubleshoot it

Only in an argument would it be a tool, so

Please don't take it wrong if you feel like I'm not as cool with you

(I-)

Got a lot of scars, I got too many secrets

Don't know where to start, trying to find me a sequence

Rip my heart apart, now I'm finding the pieces

I just can't be loved, I'm accepting the thesis

Wish I could tell you more, but now where do I begin?

Where do I begin?

And I might be crazy

For putting effort into those who might repay me

Maybe I could show them I could light the way

If they don't know by now, though we might not make it

I had friends fall out, I had friends betray me

Friend disgraces, I set an example and hope for changes

One thing I found out is they can not fake it

Heavy is the crown, right? What's that saying?

Used to look down on me, one thing changed is they could only look down anytime they face me

Loyalty is one thing I do not play with, nobody was around

I remember the days when I was just a small child nobody would claim me,

Tryna figure out who I wanted to be

And nowadays I go around overcompensating

Ask me the reason along the way, I-I

Got a lot of scars, I got too many secrets

Don't know where to start, trying to find me a sequence

Rip my heart apart, now I'm finding the pieces

I just can't be loved, I'm accepting the thesis

Wish I could tell you more, but now where do I begin?

Where do I begin?