Ghost Reality

I live every day in a world where I did everything different When you cried in the car and instead I really listened All those times I felt love, and I'd just fucking admit it Give you the whole of my heart, the same that you were giving And when I moved overseas, and you said you'd wait for us I really gave it a chance and not ran away from love A world where I'm not scared every morning just waking up Now I make it up There's a place inside my mind I make believe Where the story doesn't end in tragedy And now the only way I feel you close to me Is to hide inside a ghost reality Picture the night we first met, but we never left that garden I walked you home, 'stead of leaving, you outside my apartment I wasn't selfish and just appreciated your patience A world where I signed the deal without my ego inflating I see a life, you in white, two kids, one picket fence Not me alone in my room, punishing myself instead 'Cause I can't face the fact this is how the real story ends So I just pretend There's a place inside my mind I make believe Where the story doesn't end in tragedy And now the only way I feel you close to me Is to hide inside a ghost reality (Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) (Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) (Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) (Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)