Feel Me Now

With your hands around my throat

Watch me while I choke

Pray for us

I can't breathe in, can't breathe out

You're my fear and you're my doubt

I miss the void of your sin

I miss the taste of your skin

I don't know where to begin again

I hear the words from your mouth

But there is no easy way out

Some things are better when left unspoken now

Can we start again somehow?

Tell me, can you feel me now?

'Cause I can't fight this by myself

With your hands around my throat

Watch me while I choke

Pray for us

I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out

You're my fear and you're my doubt

I know there's no room for hope

Can't you see?

I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out

You're my fear and you're my doubt

I know the things that you did

I've been a victim of it

Hold me to standards you've already broken now

I feel all the pressure building

I don't think I can fight it off

'Cause I gave you my everything and that was not enough

That was not enough

Can we start again somehow?

With your hands around my throat

Watch me while I choke

Pray for us

I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out

You're my fear and you're my doubt

I know there's no room for hope

Can't you see?

I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out

You're my fear and you're my doubt

I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out

Tell me, can you feel me now?

I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out

Tell me, can you feel me now?

I wanna say, the person that I was was not okay

But you can't go and hand all of the blame to me

It's plain to see you weren't there for me

Don't turn away

'Cause I'd do anything to make you stay

Don't tell me I'm the one who walked away

With your hands around my throat

Watch me while I choke

Pray for us

I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out

You're my fear and you're my doubt

I know there's no room for hope

Can't you see?

I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out

You're my fear and you're my doubt

Pray for us, I—

I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out

Hey, can you feel me?

Can't you see, I—

I can't breathe in, I can't breathe out

You're my fear and you're my doubt