Origami Heart

I used to run to the green fields To talk to God, find some comfort in the hills Hang in the bars and talk to strangers Share my stories, my crazy ventures How can I stand on solid grounds My heart's in pieces like shattered glass I'm not drunk and I'm not high I'm not numb I just can't lie My friends think I've lost my mind I'm paralyzed, lost track of time I can't stand still, can't even sleep My anxiety's at its peak I cannot eat, can barely breathe It's hard to deal, the rage is real I'm just on fire I'm just on fire I'm on fire and I can't hide it If you can't love me, don't try to change me I'm not your enemy, just your trigger And I'm on fire I'm just on fire My sister's flying from Amsterdam Alexander's on the line I feel helpless, restless, furious, bitter, pathetic Forgive me please, you know i'm sweet I'll suffocate you with good deeds And troubles too, but thanks to you Self-loathing loop is our new tune I'm just on fire I'm just on fire Do you always have to get what you want? Is it fun to even know where you're going? Do you always have to belong? Can you just be who you are? I've always picked myself up I've always made it after a flood Some say that I missed my boat I missed my chance, I might get bored I'm sensitive, got a paper heart Compassionate, but that's my art I'm your man, your demon, your angel Unconventional friend and lover (like my father) And I'm on fire I'm on fire I'm on fire and I can't hide it If you can't love me don't try to change me I'm not your enemy just your trigger And I'm on fire I'm just on fire I'm on fire I'm on fire I'm on fire I'm just on fire