Blame It On Me

I've been waiting a long time

We don't get along I

Would give you it all

But I can't see

Into the hall

When the dark has fallen

I feel something wrong, in the dune I call

But maybe you're right

It's done, I made up my mind

Don't wanna back out the fight

We know it already ends

You made all the lies

You make up a lie

You hold me to the floor, with the back of a knife

Like an animal prays

Fighting dark in the night

And no matter my faith

Start to feeling alive

It's only matter of days

Paying off, off all the time

Cuz no matter the way

I will gain you the right to fall

You holding me down, prayed you understood

Cuz no matter what we did, you talking what he would

I don't even wanna talk about the things I should

I don't even want be down, even if I would

What if I could reach all down to the sea

What if I could take it all

But you blame it all on me

Ain't layin' on me

Ain't climbing away for all

I should not lay defeat

What if I believe

I'm down on the seeds

What if I could fake it all

Would you blame it all on me

Ain't layin' on me

Ain't trying to fade away

My tears ain't wade on me

I'm sick of your lies in my eyes

I'm way better off on my own

Can't believe that I tried to survive

Living in a bee hive

Stings all over my body

All over my body

Pierced through my skin

Piercing bullets within

You got so many red flags

I don't know where to begin

And I ignored every sign and every time I cried

I even thought about how I could end my life

I can't believe that I'm so stupid, staying neck deep in

This terrorising state of mind I'm in

I don't even wanna talk about the things I should

I don't even want be down, even if I would

What if I could reach all down to the sea

What if I could take it all

But you blame it all on me

Ain't layin' on me

Ain't climbing away for all

I should not lay defeat

What if I believe

I'm down on the seeds

What if I could fake it all

Would you blame it all on me

Ain't layin' on me

Ain't trying to fade away

My tears ain't wade on me

Confusion in my heart and inside of my fucking brain

On one side I want to love

On the other side I want to hate

It fills me up with sickness

That you took everything, I did for granted

And never even once said thank you

That's why I'm ranting

What if I could reach all down to the sea

What if I could fake it all

Would you blame it all on me

Ain't layin' on me

Ain't trying to fade away

My tears ain't wade on me