Help!

I try to talk to God Confess all my dark thoughts Tell him I'm a lost cause Help Rolling around with the rockstars Maxing out my trump cards But I cry inside my car parked Help Tears they never turn off So tired of the chaos Screaming at the mirror This is my fault I'm coming undone My thoughts have overrun God I really need some Help I try to tell a friend I'm sinking in the deep end He tells me it'll be okay But I don't believe him I can't see it I know my soul's in danger I'm my own worst hater I don't how this ends In the name of Jesus I need some help I try to talk to God Confess all my dark thoughts Tell him I'm a lost cause Help Rolling around with the rockstars Maxing out my trump cards But I cry inside my car parked Help Tears they never turn off So tired of the chaos Screaming at the mirror This is my fault I'm coming undone My thoughts have overrun God I really need some Help Would I be missed If I walked into the darkness I know I Shouldn't even think it Somewhere the sun is shining But I can't find it Every breath I breathe Leaves me feeling empty And you're just tryna give me help I try to talk to God Confess all my dark thoughts Tell him I'm a lost cause Help! Rolling around with the rockstars Maxing out my trump cards But I cry inside my car parked Help! Tears they never turn off So tired of the chaos Screaming at the mirror This is my fault I'm coming undone My thoughts have overrun God I really need some Help Some days I feel so hollow Don't know what path to follow Sometimes the rain can make you feel Like nothings worth the trouble Like it or not I'm in it No way I'm gonna quit it My younger self would ask for help So I'm gonna listen I'm gonna ask for help Help