I Tried My Best I Promise

I know you love me when I'm here, but you been chillin' tryna heal your mind

Stuck inside the lies you used to tell you 'fore you say goodbye

Wish that I could see 'em, this why I tell them 'bout those lonely nights

You thought you'd never find a way to feel some peace and love in life

It's been couple years, but still these scars gon' remain

When all you talk, just hold it in, it's makin' sense when you shape

Know anxiety been showin' all the ruthless mistakes

I know the reasons that you fail and all the reasons you change

I wish that you could see the ways, you seein' wrong, kinda thought was gone

Throwin' pennies in the fountain, filled with nothing, wishin' wrong

I know this hurt, don't had to take you anywhere this ever far

And I could be the one to teach you just how beautiful you are

And when you done and find your peace, you promise me you won't leave

Promise me you'll hold me tight and promise me you'll start to see

That all this life is our creation, start to put your mind at ease

That everything will come to pass, but at the end, will be complete

Yeah, I can't believe we took a break

I know you're goin' through it and I wish it could change

The longer we're apart, the more the feelings will decay

Until we come across some hard shapes, skeletal remains

You know I wanna be there for you to support you, hold you tight if you cry

We can talk about your past and I can order you chai

But you got demons talkin' with you, see the curse in your eyes

Don't try to tell me we'll be fine, 'cause it get worse when you lie

Yeah, how you feelin'? Baby, keep it a hundred

I ain't tryin' to chase, but it's harder when you've been runnin'

Can't be lettin' you go when your mental health could be plummeted

I won't do you like other men, let's embrace in the sun again

As the warmth takes control of your senses

Cut the weaves around your heart and let me through all the fences

When you live inside your head, it always come with expenses

Step outside your mind, you'll realize that the world hasn't ended yet