Desert

I'm really sorry that I left you in the desert

No water or food

There was a wall in my mind that I couldn't climb over

I'm a coward and I couldn't face you

I should've just let you down

Instead of hanging around

It's hard for me to approach this

I pushed this date too far

And I lowered my bar

I led you on and that's grotesque

Pain stays with both parties when it's over

Guilt makes me think of you

I look back and I think of discomfort

I'm not responsible for needing something new

You always kept me down

Just by hanging around

There was no need to approach it

You could feed me lies

Put on your disguise

I still lead you on and that's grotesque