Heaven Knows, Right?

I flew from Castlegar I passed Lake Louise Then I left a tear before Calgary It's not so much about that I'll miss this place Just clustered stories, that keeps playin' Can you hold? Can you hold? I wanna pause, but everything keeps rollin' Can't you hold? Can't you hold? Why won't you stop? I wanna rewind this moment Sometimes I wonder Why I'm here? Why I'm living? Why do I feel this fear? Of singing in front of you, of telling these things After all, it's just words in a melody So do you know? Do you know? Not anyone seem to really know But heaven knows, right? Heaven knows? No, not even heaven seems to know anymore Heaven seems to be a nice place to go But it's so far away from here Hell is closer, must be a shorter way to go But I don't know I want more options, 'cause I cannot seem to choose Is it okay if I pass? Ask me again if we meet on the other end 'Cause then I'll know, right? I hope I'll know