Nights

Done waking up in a pool of sweat

But these terrors never end

When I close my eyes, I go straight to hell

So, I stay up late to postpone the

Pain

Another night, feeling like I'm dying

My body's shutting down, and I don't have any idea

How to cope or break the cycle

All I know is that I'm fucking tired, oh, God

Or just anyone, make it stop

At least give me a night off

'Cause I'm desperate for rest but getting less and less

After years of self-neglect

The things I've seen still fucking haunt me in my sleep

Why do I keep having these thoughts spinning endlessly?

You haven't seen what I have seen

So there's no need to even try to relate to me

The things I've seen still fucking haunt me in my sleep

Why do I keep having these thoughts spinning endlessly?

It's like my own mind is battling me

Living life on repeat, unable to break free