Sad Money

I'm told I'm just stressed I feel it in my chest And it's getting heavy Will somebody help me? When I was younger I felt like a loser Kids called me stupid on my dad's computer I wanted to be like the rappers on T.V But no one believed in me There were nights where I'd have nightmares I was rolling Cold sweat and my whole bed's like an ocean Sinking Fucking thinking of my death Asked my parents about it (and) I'm told I'm just stressed I feel it in my chest And it's getting heavy Will somebody help me? I'm hanging by a thread But everyone's depressed Cuz sadness is trendy Guess it pays to feel empty (Now I'm rich as fuck) When I got older I felt like a loser Almost killed myself because of some rumors I wanted to prove to the world that I changed But they want me to hang (shit) There are nights where I have nightmares of my childhood Mom's sick Always haunted by the sight of it Sinking Now I'm singing all the words Made a mil' off being hurt I'm told I'm just stressed I feel it in my chest And it's getting heavy Will somebody help me? I'm hanging by a thread But everyone's depressed Cuz sadness is trendy Guess it pays to feel empty (Now I'm rich as fuck) It's so sad that sadness is making cash for these assholes Like, "Yeah a kid's in a casket but look at the mathematics" We glamorize being damaged while damaging all our fans I profit off being honest but I want you to understand That every lyric I write I lived Everything that I said I meant Every word on the internet ain't shit unless I say it is I ain't here to babysit I play the game and I came to win I pray to god that he takes me in (cuz) I'm told I'm just stressed I feel it in my chest And it's getting heavy Will somebody help me? I'm hanging by a thread But everyone's depressed Cuz sadness is trendy Guess it pays to feel empty (Now I'm rich as fuck)