Crystal Ball

I puked up the conversation

My best friend held my hair back

This feeling used to kill me

But I’m in a better place right now

On the bus ride down to Kensington

I stayed off my phone to soak it in

She was holding on to a birthday card

I wonder who it’s for

Shifting eyes

The moments passed let coincidence just die

The high wont last

Yet we fight for every ounce of this night

I’m sorry I said that you two weren’t compatible

As if I had a crystal ball

I flipped up a coin decision

Tail between my legs but my heads still up

I found solace in the garden

Oh the way it spoke to me

If I had to loop through my eternity

How would I live it differently

Probably not be so afraid to bleed

Cuz’ I can be such a fucking bore

Shifting eyes

The moments passed let coincidence just die

The high wont last

Yet we fight for every ounce of this night

I’m sorry I said that you two weren’t compatible

As if I had a crystal ball

I know I should be sleeping, but I'm not tired yet

Not sure if I should fade into the comfort of it

Don’t know if I’m the devil or I’m heaven sent

Am I the only one who hasn't got the punch line yet?

Well I drink up the water, I drink up the spell

And I still need the saline to hit my blood cells

And although the rip tide pulls me away

I’m compelled to swim harder than ever to hold what I’ve held

I get lost in the darkness I get lost in the light

I get lost on the streets where I’ve lived all my life

White flag in one hand and in the other a knife

Rumbling away like a train in the night

Shifting eyes

The moments passed let coincidence just die

The high wont last

Yet we fight for every ounce of this night

I’m sorry I said that you two weren’t compatible

As if I had a crystal ball