ballad of a homeschooled girl

Cat got my tongue And I don't think I get along with anyone Blood running cold I'm on the outside of the greatest inside joke And I hate all my clothes Feels like my skin doesn't fit right over my bones So, I guess I should go The party's done, and I'm no fun, I know, I know, I know, I know I broke a glass, I tripped and fell I told secrets I shouldn't tell I stumbled over all my words I made it weird, I made it worse Each time I step outside It's social suicide It's social suicide Wanna curl up and die It's social suicide Ah, ah, ah I laughed at the wrong time, sat with the wrong guy (uh-huh) Searching "How to start a conversation?" on a website (how to flirt?) I talked to this hot guy, swore I was his type Guess that he was making out with boys, like, the whole night (oh) Everything I do is tragic (oh) Every guy I like is gay The morning after, I panic (oh) Oh, God, what did I say? (Oh, whoa, yeah) I broke a glass, I tripped and fell I told secrets I shouldn't tell I stumbled over all my words I made it weird, I made it worse Each time I step outside It's social suicide It's social suicide Wanna curl up and die It's social suicide Yeah, when I'm alone, I'm fine But don't let me out at night It's social suicide It's social suicide Ah, ah, ah Ah, ah, ah I broke a glass, tripped and fell Told secrets I shouldn't tell Stumbled over all my words Made it weird, then made it worse Each day that I'm alive It's social suicide It's social suicide Wanna curl up and die It's social suicide It's social suicide Don't let me out at night I'm shocked I'm still alive It's social suicide (ah, ah, ah) Thought your mom was your wife (ah) Called you the wrong name twice (ah) Can't think of a third line (ah) La-la-la-la-la-la (ah) La-la-la-la-la-la (ah) La-la-la-la-la-la (ah) La-la-la-la-la-la, ugh