Curse

(Oh!) I sold myself on paradise But I'm givin' up on that ghost 'Cause it keeps me from countin' the cost, moments I've loved and I've lost Bow down to the splits in the seconds Did I suffer on? Were the nights too long? All the echoes, all so miscalculated When I'm dead and gone and the race is won Will everything be less complicated? I give you my word In the times I've had enough, I still wish for the worst As free as a bird But the days keep crossing off, Heaven came with a curse I'm frozen here, I'm paralyzed Would you pull it outta my throat? 'Cause I'm tired of burning these boats, praying to God that I float Bow down to the splits in the seconds I give you my word In the times I've had enough, I still wish for the worst As free as a bird But the days keep crossing off, Heaven came with a curse I won't pretend to know my end The credits roll, I'm afraid it's The end of the earth 'Cause the days keep crossing off, Heaven came with a curse You give me a conscience, I'll give you a crisis Hard times, but I'd rather see this than be blinded Breakdown what's behind us Darkness only cares what the light does I give you my word In the times I've had enough, I still wish for the worst As free as a bird But the days keep crossing off, Heaven came with a curse I give you my word In the times I've had enough, I still wish for the worst As free as a bird But the days keep crossing off, Heaven came with a curse I won't pretend to know my end The credits roll, I'm afraid it's The end of the earth 'Cause the days keep crossing off, Heaven came with a curse Heaven came with a curse!